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| - Must Be Nice Dayum... it's been the longest time since i've been here.  lol. So let's do a lil` catchin up (and see who actually cares about my shit) First off...
[[ BnL ]] me and my lover. we're as good as we can get! All i wish is that he was home. But I can't ask for more cuz we know that it ain't gonna get any better soon. All we can do now is keep the love strong and hold on to each other as tight as we can, close in our hearts. My hunnie's supppose to be comming home in DECEMBER *prayin` for that*.. that's only if they approve of his leave days. -which i highly doubt. But if not, he'll be here in FEBS. *ughhh* I've learned that LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS are freakin` tough but ya know.. that's why it's called TOUGH LOVE. Distance is just a test of how far our love can go. And many say it can't do it... but look at us now and wat we've been doing since! -and we're doing just fine!  Time will tell and all i got time to trippin about right now is gettin done w. ESCUELA! --and get to that monaaaay! hehehe. i have no worries because trippin will just make shit get worse. I'm just happy to know that he's my babe and when all is said and done, this will all be well worth the wait. And we can look back at our progess and say, "dayum... look at us now and all we got!" hehe.Til` then... i'm fixin up my future towards a great life! *faashhhooo!* He's my heart and that's where he's staying. I misss himm dearly!
[[SCHOOL]] is GREAT! I'm so happy i made the decision not to work and concentrate on school because it really reflects off my grades. I'm more than happy with my progress in school and how much better i'm doing this year! All work did was get me too tired to study/read and caused me to get low test scores. Now i have all the time in the world to study/read, getting better grades, and getting more coarses out my way. I can't wait to transfer. I'm planning to transfer to SAC SATE (hopefully FALL 06) But i'mma talk to a counslor and see wat i really need to get done to get there. I'm planning to major in SOCIAL WORK. So i hope everything goes well there! I'm real excited about school.
[[FAMILY]] ............................................?
[[FRIENDS]] i've realized that everyone changes and nobody hardly sticks together. Everyone has their own lives, goals, and duties but i'm starting to care less about others and start thinking about myself more!  Not that i don't care about them as my friends but i mean... i really need all my attention to stick to the books you feel. Cuz fun is fun but fun can happen after i take care of my priorities ya feel. I love them all no doubt, but my concerns are more about finishing and doing good in college to take my next step in life. I'm just trying to grow up (and live up my dreams).
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| DAYUM it's May and my last entry was in MArch. ahhhhhaha. anyways i don't have time for this right now just wanted to say.....
My Boifriends comming home in a Frickin WEEK!! -yay bitches!  | | |
| so wats been goin on? all this xanga shit it's just makin me realize how much shit i'm letting people know about me. lol. like my diary that everyone has access to. lol. soo shit i'mma just let the good shit out that i want people to know of. well right now, yall can know that..........
I miss my boyfriend and i'm sad and sore and tired!
i just got of my period tooo! *whoo fu*kin hooo!*
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| Natalie - Goin` Crazy
ever since the day you went away (to japan) and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I’d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything
break it down now I’ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I’m your lady
I’ll be around waiting for you I’ll put it down be the one for you
I’m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down
dedicated to my borA...
** waittin for him to come home soon!! hurry your ass up fother Mucker!!**
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| - dayum i just got that song in my head, "if i was a rich girl-na na na na na na na na na na na na nanahhhh!!" all morning! lol. ANYHOW, i haven't been in here for a hott minute. (hahahah. stop jockin my slang!) I'm in class right now, i'm like waayyyy ahead of the class and done with the assignments so i'm just takin advantage of my time and crusin the net.  smart huh??!! Well to keep you updated on me.... What's been happening??????
*** BnL are doing GREAT!! We hit our 6 and still going 
* My mommies back from THAILAND-and she got me clothes! (which prolly won't fit me. lol)
*We're half way through school!! *whoO hOo* Can't wait for summer school.
* Mercy's Debut is just around the corner! -can't wait for that!
*Arlyn will be here in like 2 weeks-can't wait for that toooo!!!!!
***** I miss my bora so sooo much!! *****
Well i guess that's about it. I felt like i had alot to say but now that i think of it.... i really don't. hahahahh!! Holla @ ur gurl!
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